Beam of light into the night sky to pierce the dark curtain
behind which God sits,
welcoming, waiting. *I am there.
Alas, the beam is not concentrated enough to get even to his doorstep,
yet *I am there.
How am i there?!
i try again and again a hundred times over.
My breathing deepens and slows. *I am there.
i am there! oops.
i try again and again a thousand times over.
i hold the thought lightly in my mind, of the one behind the curtain.
*I am there.
Wrapping it with love and devotion, it grows and expands,
increasing the beam of light.
*I am there.
My heart overflows with blissful joy beyond communication, I* am there!
My beam pierces through the curtain, and explodes into light everywhere,
not destroyed, but infinitely expanded into ecstasy.
~EverMorr
*I meaning the greater self, that is Spirit, that is God.
Not the manifestation of the little ( i ) self.*
